A screaming story

People like things that they can understand.
Often they even love things that they would hate if they didn't know.
I've realized, that I've come to this point with screaming(musically).

I was perhaps 12 when my sister's boyfriend showed me slipknot. He had showed a few songs when I said that it's too heavy for me. What I mean't was the screaming.
Then he showed me Duality.
This sort of opened my eyes.

 A little at first, but eventually I was with Escape the fate.

Then some months past that I couldn't really say much about. The next point that I remember clearly is that Ronnu showed me some bands that I considered very heavy at that point. It's amazing, because... I don't think so anymore.
Among them was Black Veil Brides. I especially disliked this one. However, that was only until I found out who their singer really is as a person.
Black Veil Brides is said to be named like that because the singer is religious. A black veil bride is a nun - a person that has given up all earthly pleasures to reach higher goals. It sort of made me realize who I'm dealing with. I got MENTALIZED... Umm, okay then. Well I found out his mentality... End of story.

After that point I came back to escape the fate(and some others that I hadn't listened much to), but this time the table was turned. This time the screaming brought me back. Why? Because screaming clears out the mess that always exists in a human mind and THAT makes it possible for people to really hear the beautifully sang lyrics. Those that aren't screamed...

Now I am training my voice. Both for singing normally and screaming. While searching for help in youtube I came across this. Which is, at the moment, the one I consider one of the best.

 I guess someone knows a lot more about me know. I hate mysticism... as long as I'm not the one creating it :D