I'm writing this post, for I feel that I have something to say once again.
Over the past few months my posts have mostly been about mildly technical things (leadership), checklists (the previous post) and other easy-to-write things. I feel that I am making myself a disservice by resorting to simple things.
Thus, the topic of this post is Love.
For me, love is a complicated subject and can mean many things. As an example, there is a certain person I call Love. Yet, she has to wait for her place in this blog, whenever that is.
One of my greatest dreams in life is to find someone who I feel truly close with in a way that doesn't force either of us to sacrifice ourselves just to be together. I guess this is a kind of love in the classical sense. So far, I have only felt this feeling for short periods of time and always deceitfully. Yet, I feel like it is possible to find True Love(TM).
There can also be other kinds of love. For instance, some people love makeup or manicure. I specifically don't, but in some sense do.
I also love some people. I wish them only good and sometimes at my own expense. Yet, it is a tough thing to live with, as I have hurt many and more have hurt me.
I feel that I am only my true self if I meditate often enough - Something that I have not done much recently. However, I already am doing this at the moment and this is what allows me to pour love into this post.
This post stayed in my drafts for over a week(started writing 9 days ago), so I just decided to publish it without anything extra.
