CHEEEEEER!!!!!

YES! It's over, for now at least.
So now i'll go to town and spend my weekend on helping my father move stuff around.Perhaps i'll even see someone.
Also i think i should go to a certain highschool and just wander around, or perhaps find someone who i can ask questions about the school.

Since the torture is over for this week i'm very happy.
Also, many people call me a genius, but i simply say that they do. If i would claim to be a genius then it would not be right the way i want it.

Now where did i get this optimism? I have no mindfucking idea where, or actually i don't have an idea that isn't mindfucking(lol).

Life is good after being tortured. I needed it.

School, madness and the relations

So now it's 4 days. Yesterday i was a lot better. Today, same as on when i last blogged. So just tomorrow left, for now.
Also i've found out that i'm a masochist, i like to suffer. Which is why i have made it to school 4 days in a row...

Also, while meditating(at school, lol) i created a very weird phrase.
Kuigi "suured Crackrohelused"ütles:
So now my MSN name is suured Crackrohelused. If you do not speak estonian, then it means "great greens of crack".

So what should i write now?
Oh, btw, i've never lost my white friend in the snow.

What is pain? Pain is life.

Even 2 days of school can be awful. And it's just the first 2...
I've not slept much due to getting up early.
However, it does make me realize things.
First of all is the long list of symptoms:
It's hard to concentrate my attention
A very holey memory
Vision is delayed
Slower reaction
Sometimes i can't see even with eyes open
Bad mood 24/7
Headaches

Some of those are there all the time, some are due to lack of sleep.  I am quite sure i forgot some of them.

All that makes time slow for me, which made me realize that i wouldn't value life if everything was perfect. Suffer makes us real. Also there would be no joy, least for me. So to me, pain is life.

On the other topic, WC3 Jass NewGen pack and UTM(Ultimate Terraining Map) are magnificent, i can edit a lot more than i could before. Even ability IDs.
I'm loaded up on tutorials, as i want to start a big project soon. Maybe i've already started it and don't know. We'll see.

I am sure i forgot something. Bye.

Ideas and Magic

Here i am, i guess. Since Lime Magic reminded me that i haven't blogged in a while.
So what have i done(o.O) meanwhile?("I, have been waiting for someone like you, but now you are slipping away. Why, why does fate make us suffer. There's a curse between us, between me and you.)
Yesterday I met a nice little girl. She is 9, i think, but quite promising. (And she plays games more than girls usually do).
Today she visited us once again and just recently went away. Was fun. I guess.
Now just a moment ago i talked to someone who gave me an idea(Or made me get an idea), that i could make a text-based economy/strategy game. It struck me like lightning, but it's a good idea actually. I am able to pull this off, easily. All i need now is an original idea.
Hmm...
Quite an idea, i guess. But now, i'll have to spend 2 or more hours before i can even start.
I don't like waiting.  -_-
Btw, those lyrics at the start of this post, it's Within Temptation-What have you done now.
G'bye if you read this and if you didn't, then you're clearly not reading this either.

Just a fun day

Today was a fun day.
In the morning(or actually noon, as i woke up late) i didn't do much at first. First i went shopping, didn't take long as the shop is close and i did not need to bring much.
At about 1pm i started looking for a bus to go and visit my grandma. She had invited me the day before.
The trip took me over an hour(should be 27 minutes), as i didn't know what bus i am going to take at first.
I usually have no idea how to get around in the city, so i'm trying to learn. To do so i am taking the wrong buses on purpose. The purpose being, that i will need to think about where i'm going. So today i went about 2-3km past the right place. Then i walked back.
At grandma's i did many things. We went shopping(again), after that i started looking for resources for my WC3 map(models, trigger systems, abilities, et cetera), while she was doing something else. Later on we talked about one of my writings(The demon and the knight). After that, i went back to my father's place.
So here i am. Inspired enough to write here. I'll go and write something now.

Lessons

A person can learn a lot every day.
Today i wrote another chapter to one of my stories. You can find it here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Z3-j2tM65NFa_j5syEcdZjc-e81c3O1Ow0J1X1rp-TA/edit
Then i've also been trying to convince an amateur writer, that she really should publish a book. She writes quite well(and has already written 76 chapters). So far she hasn't agreed to publish, thus i won't show what she wrote.
Today someone showed me Skrillex, they make quite good music in my opinion. I especially suggest a song called "Equinox". 
Also, nowadays it might seem that girls are so fragile, but i wouldn't recommend testing that... Luckily i haven't.
So, good luck with your life, as you clearly bothered to read my blog.
Oh, and i've also updated the skeleton.
And btw, Eurondar is a name that belongs to me, simply because i created it.
Try google search and you'll see. 

Just a little update

No idea what to write, so i'll show something that i created(built, rougly 200 parts)

An angellic/demonic skeleton

The start of the blog

So this is the start of my blog.

Current ideas for posts:

Game
Projects

Writings

Mood

What i have been doing(hence, the name)
What i'm planning to do
Thoughts
Advice for my readers
Want to suggest something? -> Comment

Just to be clear:
It's all in english to make it readable for everyone
Don't think that i am normal

So, what else should i do now?